This is not what I want

People come and go in.
Lively, especially
Bustling city, all
Feel very not feeling ·
Is a kind of inarticulate, feeling
Maybe individual man, have such feeling
However, very realistic
Of course, also very cruel
Hoping Michael
That is, head
Want to feel the warmth of family,
The reunion, warmth
But only dream,
Don't know how to become a reality,
Isn't my reality, is so cruel
Also, it does not
Leave the alcohol anesthesia needle couldn't sleep?
This is not what I want, the life
· · ·
Continue to drink,